Anyway, I've been having a lot of scary dreams, lately. I mean, they're not the type of nightmares that I had when I was a kid (with monsters and stuff). They're more adult than that, I think. It's more about scary situations, you know?
I can't really remember the details at this point...
Sometimes, I realise that I am dreaming and then I start to control it a little. It's like having my own virtual reality machine in my mind but it's a bit faulted.
Aaaanyway, this happened last night. Ever since I moved to Germany, I have a recurring dream about travelling between Germany and the UK (in whichever direction, my brain isn't too bothered so long as it can torture me with something going wrong ^^). Anyway, recurring dreams are generally the best trigger for my controlling. If something goes wrong in this 'real' world, I try to fly... I don't mean I jump off a bridge. I just jump forwards. I do this EVERY TIME something goes wrong and this way, I know that if I don't land, I'm dreaming - I promise this works for me!!
So after a bit hovering, I realised I was dreaming and decided to wish myself to Germany and try to have a dream entirely in German (my brain makes up the words I don't really know... did that in Japanese too ^^). At first, everyone kept answering in English and I was getting a little annoyed. Then, I was in a queue to get into a night club and a girl behind me was speaking to her friend in English. I decided to try again and asked her if she was German. Finally, she answered in German and I asked if we could hang out. That was when I started to forget I was dreaming and lost control of the dream...
The girl took my invite as flirting and started to speak to me about how flattered she is and how rare it is to meet such a charming guy.. GUY??? I was like, 'I'm a what now??' As we were paying, I saw my reflection in the glass and.. I WAS a guy.. Being a dream, I just thought, 'Oh yeah.. of course I am..' So I did the right thing and offered to pay her in.
The next thing I knew, she was telling all of her friends that we were a couple. Then I was being threatened 'If you hurt her, I'm not kidding, I'll beat the crap out of you..' from some big scary guy. She introduced me to her PARENTS and they were asking me all these questions about our future plans and even planned when we'll marry; in a few weeks!! Eeeek!! I felt so scared, and trapped... she was even a really nice girl but she smelled funny. I kept trying to hint that maybe she would be happier with someone else but that made her sad and made her big scary friends look bigger and scarier. I was in a state of real panic in the end. All I wanted was a friend to spend the evening with in a night club and now I was trapped... Luckily, my alarm went off. For a few moments, I was expecting her to walk into my bedroom at any second. Then...such a feeling of relief!!!
So... if you're out there... sorry dream girl!!! I never meant to hurt you, you understand, I'm just not the guy you thought I was ^^ Oh and you DO smell a bit!! If I see you again, I promise we can be friends. :p
This post was edited by Jembru (2010-10-15 17:55, 10 years ago)
# Jembru : Maybe I'll tell you the uncensored version one day.. assuming I remember it.
I'm guessing you did MORE and naughtier things with her, besides being introduced with her friends and parents??
# xXAngelBoyXx : I'm guessing you did MORE and naughtier things with her, besides being introduced with her friends and parents??
No no, it was nothing like that. I might have wanted to at first (she was one fine lady!!) but once I realised how smelly she was, I didn't. Really can't say what the dodgy part was.
Right'o, I dreamt I sailed to a black inhabited country... like. Barbados. (They're strict over there right?) So, I was there with the black people, then suddenly I find myself in my grandparents bedroom. My grandad is there, and I'm playing with my duplo bricks. He leaned over towards me and smiled! Everything is as it was when I was a child, I feel very happy! For all my stress and anguish in life I am NOW CONTENT. A moment too good to be true; suddenly I have done something wrong..? I am sent away and flown over to a white populated country in Europe. I get there surrounded by ghetto style apartments. I crossed the road, but apparently I did something wrong again. Now i'm am being attacked by swarms of wasps!!!! They're all over me, stinging my arms and getting inside my clothes.. My mum and people gather around me. Someone shouted "give her a knife!", another replied "No! That's illegal!" then the other person replied "Ok, get a rusty one." So my mum handed me the rusty knife and I scraped it along my arms to brush the wasps away. End
The knife thing sounds dodgy, but really my head has misguided its use. You can press a knife against the edge of a bee sting to remove it from the skin.
This post was edited by SumSamurai (2010-10-30 02:36, 10 years ago)
But most of my dreams have been nothing but the things i wanted the most or the things i feared the most ....it that so ? Please give more info about dreams if u have any....
I think Dreams are a way to look into something we really are and i am having terrible dreams and i want to fix them.
I used to use dreams as a method of self-development. It seemed to work but I think if you pull anything positive out of something, then it can be good. I mean, even if it is meaningless, if someone thinks they are being told, they need a new career, and then they go about improving themselves and get that dream job, then whether the dream was really saying that or not is irrelevant as what matters, is that the person is better off now!!
This is exactly why I never wrote about it on YOT.
my memory of the dream is fuzzy so I don't remember it well.