Goodness is the hard way, you lose its track all the time. But only seeking it you will feel that your deeds mean something. Being good requires a strong will and a true power. It's easy to be evil, it's extremely hard to be good and make somebody else become good as well.
And it's a horrendous effort to forgive somebody. But if you do forgive, it's a double blessing for both you and the person whom you forgave. You free yourself from sorrow and hatred, and you give a precious gift of relief to the second person.
Anyway, we chose our fate everyday... we build our inner world and it depends on us whether our soul is beautiful or not. Whether we think about blood and gore or about beauty of simpliest things. Our inner world emanates outside with either negative or positive energy and builds the outer world, changes people around us: corrupts them or makes them better. And only our soul will survive: and from the shape of it we will build ourselves heaven or hell.
I write too much...